They say I should busy myself with this and that, date with this guy and that guy.īut I don’t know, Lord. My friends say that it will heal in time. Can love be lost in an instant? Can true love really just fade away? I am so broken deep within me, Lord, I do not know if I can still piece together every shattered part of me. It seemed not so long ago when we would simply walk hand in hand along the beach, when we would share a slice of pizza and be satisfied just the same, when we would gaze at the evening sky and count the stars, content of what we had, certain that it would last forever like the millions of stars in the sky. How then can he break it so? How can he betray our love? How can he suddenly say he doesn’t love me anymore?
It is he, Lord, whom I trusted with all my heart. We complement each other, we share so many things in common, it is to him that I opened up my heart. I thought he was Your gift to me, and I to him. It was just him and me, the two of us, and it was enough, probably more than enough. We were so in love we have not a care in the world. I do not understand how something so good can suddenly end up the way it is today. For I do not understand how all these things can be happening right now. Was it my fault? Was it me, Lord? Tell me where I have gone wrong. Dear Lord, how could he have done this to me? How could he forget his promises? How could he throw away in a moment all the things we have built all these years ? How could he break my heart?
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